So today on the lemon cleanse was really hard! I was fueling with only 5 hours of sleep because i went over to the boys house to smoke (which lead to otherrrr things, which ill talk about in a bit) I felt lightheaded at times, and i had the biggest heachache in class, but i dont think thats from the cleanse more then lack of sleep. So in the end, i ended my cleanse tonight just because i felt like i had enough. I had a banana and apple. Tomorrow im going to still drink tons of water but add fruits and veggies, then slowly add protein ect ect. In total ive lost around 4lbs.
Okay so me and the boy… Things have been really complicated for a while now, the last time i saw him was like 1 month ago, ONE MONTH! Thats so long. but basically we would still text everyday and stuff. Last night he asked if i wanted to smoke, I agreed and went over his house. We smoked a bit, then we start cuddling then making out then things were getting heated and we were so close to having sex, like it was ready to go in (SORRY FOR TMI) but i stopped him which i felt bad and yeah…So, moral of the story, im still a virgin.
ps-I uhm gave him a bj for the first time but i didnt know if i was doing it right because he never busted, is that normal?
are you still debating whether or not you wanna lose your virginity? im 19 too, and i lost mine last year. it wasn't with "someone special", i was just curious, and wanted to "grow up" as well. i'm not gonna tell you to not go have sex, but it was awkward and now i know that next time i wanna be made love to, not shagged. so go with your gut feel. oh and off the subject - im 2 inches shorter and 25lbs less than you but im so so so jealous of your body! those curves! damn, lucky you!!
Yeah, i texted one of my really good guy friends/ mess around buddy about the situation and he told me to go with your gut, and honestly I WILL stay a virgin. I dont care if my relationship isnt going anywhere because of sex, it shouldnt be that way.
And awwwwwww :D thank you anon! I got it from my mama lol. but no seriously thankssss
I had to wake up at 6 this morning for my class and omg, I had so much energy that i didnt fall asleep! lol Today was a weird day. I didnt really feel hungry, i actually felt energized. I even went to the gym after class (usually you are not supposed to workout since your body has nothing to burn) but i just had the urge to go. Oh well.
Oh i also lost 3 lbs! in 2 days :D Yay toxins leaving my body! I am def staying on the lemon cleanse tomorrow, but i really dont know when im going to stop. Its usuaally for 2-5 days so i might just do all 5.
On a bad note, I have been really craving sushi for some reason lol ohhh and i went to Charlotte ruesse and got 3 dresses! size small! 5 likes and ill post pics.
hey! so u totally rock! i basically have the same body type as you, 5'2 and i started off around 170 and am just beginning my weightless journey. i was wondering what you did to lose your weight? plus i was wondering if your tattoo looks any different bc i have one on my rib and i was wondering if it will be affected? Thanks! xoxo :)
Aye! Thanks homieee!
To lose weight, I changed my eating habits to more natural foods, aiming around 1200 calories daily, but never counted. I replaced all whites with browns (white rice to brown rice, wheat bread ect.) I also began to drink more water! Yum.
Then I added exercise into the picture to increase the speed of my weight loss. I did P90x and the elliptical when i first started. And voila! The weight was coming off. Took me about 3-4 months.
I got my tattoo after i lost the weight around 145-150 lbs so i cant help you there! Im sure if you do strength training while losing weight, the tattoo will look fine.
hey! your post about being a virgin. don't lose it if you don't want to or are thinking twice about it. i lost mine when i was 15 1/2. i don't regret it because it was my boyfriend at the time and i knew he would be gentle and cared about me. but we're broken up now. i'm not saying to wait until you're married, but just make sure that you won't regret and wish you waited because that feeling will suck. don't lose it to a random guy. to me it kinda meant something. its all up to you sweetie! <3
It honestly does mean a lot to me, thats why ive kept it for so long (19 years lol) But recently ive just been questioning it. Its stopped so many of my relationships from growing and going on to the next level just because we havnet had that moment or bond. Originally the plan was to keep it till marriage, but idk anymore…