So today on the lemon cleanse was really hard! I was fueling with only 5 hours of sleep because i went over to the boys house to smoke (which lead to otherrrr things, which ill talk about in a bit) I felt lightheaded at times, and i had the biggest heachache in class, but i dont think thats from the cleanse more then lack of sleep.  So in the end, i ended my cleanse tonight just because i felt like i had enough. I had a banana and apple. Tomorrow im going to still drink tons of water but add fruits and veggies, then slowly add protein ect ect. In total ive lost around 4lbs.

Okay so me and the boy… Things have been really complicated for a while now, the last time i saw him was like 1 month ago, ONE MONTH! Thats so long. but basically we would still text everyday and stuff. Last night he asked if i wanted to smoke, I agreed and went over his house. We smoked a bit, then we start cuddling then making out then things were getting heated and we were so close to having sex, like it was ready to go in (SORRY FOR TMI) but i stopped him which i felt bad and yeah…So, moral of the story, im still a virgin. 

ps-I uhm gave him a bj for the first time but i didnt know if i was doing it right because he never busted, is that normal?

SORRYYYY FOR SO MUCH INFO! LOL 

beyondbeingamom asked: What's this lemon cleanse your doing? I injured myself running so I need to take some time off from the gym for my knees sake could you give me the details? Thanks. -Amy

Basically lemon and water mixed. Only drinking this for 2-5 days to detoxify your body. I wouldn’t recommend this cleanse for you if your not trying to detox and clean out your system though!

Anonymous asked: are you still debating whether or not you wanna lose your virginity? im 19 too, and i lost mine last year. it wasn't with "someone special", i was just curious, and wanted to "grow up" as well. i'm not gonna tell you to not go have sex, but it was awkward and now i know that next time i wanna be made love to, not shagged. so go with your gut feel. oh and off the subject - im 2 inches shorter and 25lbs less than you but im so so so jealous of your body! those curves! damn, lucky you!!

Yeah, i texted one of my really good guy friends/ mess around buddy about the situation and he told me to go with your gut, and honestly I WILL stay a virgin. I dont care if my relationship isnt going anywhere because of sex, it shouldnt be that way. 

And awwwwwww :D thank you anon! I got it from my mama lol. but no seriously thankssss